Tuesday, May 16, 2006

routine

lifez a routine ,,,, and im loving it ,,,, its nice to have some work in the summer ,,, the weather is excellent ,,, the gals are prettier and the birds are chirpy,,, im lovin it ,,, research is the key word,,,ebullience stems from my increasing involvement in my work,,, work is good ,,, too much work is better at times,,,, cable tv has forayed back into my house after a year of hibernation,,, warning bells ringing ,,, thank GOD , i have work,,, just knowin that i do not have the time to rite up a blog entry in the summer vacation is cool ,,,, well not that i dont have the time to breathe,,, its just that the creative juices of introspective philosophy somehow flow in the darkness of an empty silent night ,,,,, its a great feelin,,, wen u know that u have so much work coming up the next monin,,,, that u have just enuf time to say a few lovin words to the love of ur life in lunch breaks and early mornins... its just such a great feelin to b busy,,,,

the best of me comes out,,, there would b shortcuts offcourse,,, excellence in work may never be achieved with the multitaskin, but still its good to get things going,.... i just love to multitask,,,, its great wen u have so many thouts in ur mind in the middle of a sensitive cell culturing step,,, wen u find time to go to the lab only at 11 in the night after 14 hours straight of manual labour,,,, i loved it ,,, a lazy weekend doesnt always stem thouts,,,,i have always reared for that little extra time in tight schedules but then i have always made the schedules tighter by not utilising that little extra time ,,,, wouldnt have it ne other way

yet there r so many thouts,,,and those dreams,,, these disturbed nights of hollywood sequences often make me wonder wat lies in the subconciousness of the neural network,,, i has once told that i would love to study neurology from the angle of the sunconscious,,,, dont know if id ever be able to get to that but, science is ever exciting,,,, wats the best part is that the era of dumb struck scientific curiosity has passed me ,,,science has taken a new meaning between the opposing forces of career competition and scientific zeal,,,, its the making of a scientist that has moved from theories of evolutionary proteomics to the figures of merit of a simple mass spec proteomics expt,,,,moved from the fascination of complex apoptosis cascades to the intricasies of assays, cell lines and expression,,,,

its different to know that this was all a part of it and its different to realise it now ,,,, its been a journey,,,,,,, from the routine of a avid reader of hindu science section to a critical reviewer of the JBC technical articles,,,, as my dad used to say ,,,, "As we specialise, we know more and more abt less and less",,, funny how my dad always seems to be on the right side of reality ,,,,, but then u know me,,, "Excellence i can can try and reach for, and perfection is Dad's business"
and life makes a full circle again,,, from past to the present thouts,,, from abstract thouts to the "routine"

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